24 WEEKS. 16 LEFT.

I would show you a belly picture but i just don't look pregnant. So people keep telling me. Why would someone say "Are you sure your pregnant?" lol. Really. So I decided to go in another direction. Maybe I have that pregnancy glow or is it just the Flash from my camera reflecting off of my face. Oh well I will never know. I hope she has blue eyes. Like my dad's blue eyes. Bright sky blue. Mine are ok but his are spectacular...... In my opinion. She is kicking me right now or doing something in there. She is my little sweet pea. 10 more weeks of working maybe less if I decide but trying to hold out till christmas.....I'm just glad to not be working. Soon. Cross my fingers.

In the beginning.........

Life seems to be taking a turn for me.

This little one probably will never know the whole story of how it came.

It will be loved.

No matter what.

Life no longer revolves around me.

I'm scared.

The path ahead is unknown but it is full of promise.

Full of beginnings.

Pray the Lord will guide me.

Love me and the little one.

I did wrong not the baby.

Please forgive.

One can never consent to creep when one feels an impulse to soar. - Helen Keller